Kiki (Keely)

so ladee de da

i saw blood diamond last night and Djimon Hounsou.. seriously what a beautiful man

before the movie I saw previews for Eragon and The Reaping and I thought it was really cool that 2 out of the 4 previews were movies my brothers worked on.. what a famous family i have

my latest kidney infection is over with i think.. before finals thank god

i am so excited to come home i cannot even explain it

i sang Take Me or Leave Me from Rent last night at the recital and I'm sorry but I rocked the shit out of that song

then i dropped my cell phone into the toilet at the movie theater.. not fun, i dried it out completely.. and sanitized it.. but now my sidekick can't "find the Sim card" so I hve to go out in the fucking below freezing weather and find a T-Mobile store



I need to TAN when I get home ohhh my godddd


i need to do laundry but in the back of my mind I'm like.. I'm a college student, isn't it a college student's right to come home for break with ten loads of dirty laundry?

I need to eat some food!! and stop watching Court TV


I have an Ear Training final tomorrow which is the only final I have that I need to worry about.. and it's on a Sunday so I'm so worried I'm just gonna go about my Sunday as normal and then be like I had a final today son of a bitch

it snowed yesterday and was so cold I couldn't open my eyes when I was walking

renting movies seemed like a really good idea at the time, but now they're just overdue and I never watched them.. and I wasted my free rental on Crash which I've already seen, and all I want to see is Home Alone or Home Alone 2, but they're always checked out

it's weird to think I have to pack up my room by next Friday.. weeeiiird

i HATE the fact that I am so lazy, like my TV is literally a really big arm stretch away but I can't find my remote so I refuse to change the channel

I want to leave my room so bad but since I have 3 feet of wet hair it doesn't look like it's happening any time soon

I have a voice lesson today and I know Craig will yell at me for screaming out Defying Gravity last night

I FOUND THE REMOTE!

I have realized that I have the following super powers:

-My Most Frequent and Important: If my mind is completely free of thought and I'm totally zoning out and I look at someone they trip/fall down
-If I start watching a movie and fall asleep/stop watching it the next time I see the movie it will be at the exact point that I left off at
-I always miss the really long lines, I'll get in line anywhere and think oh god there's a line, but then when I get in it 15 more people will come in behind me all at once, so if I don't skip the line right away, the line will always get bigger

that is all for now

<sup><sub>i got into boston conservatory to get my Bachelor's of Fine Arts in Musical Theater!! wooo hoooo

so this morning I checked my e-mail only to see this subject line: Your Boston Conservatory Admissions Decision

talk about a subject line that makes you crap your pants. so my hands started to shake and I checked it and all I saw was congratulations and I was so excited!


i think I already said I got into Carnegie Mellon, but I don't think I'm down to hang with 11 people every day.

also Boston is close to NYC which is close to Sara and Sam and Broadway! I can't wait to see NYC!</sub></sup>

all the things on my mind

i just burped and it smells like jalapeno chips, and i kept eating them even though i knew i should stop cuz my nose was running, i was sweating and my tongue is on fire
i was not very satisfied with the episode of Lost
i am taking tennis at the bellevue club to keep me busy, i am very excited also i am working out a lot, i'm kind of obsessed which is a good thing.. i have decided i can never be over 128 again or under 120.
i would like to have a tanned hot body so i can live in a swimsuit this summer
this is the first time i really think i can do that
i miss RACHELLE TEWS SO MUCH AND I WANT TO HANG OUT WITH HER but the most i can ever get out of her is one callback *EDIT* I just got Rachelle's 2nd message! OH WOW I LOVE RUSH! hahaha
i am drinking coke... i need to stop doing that, but i am afraid my metabolism will slow down and i will get fat again haha
tomorrow i will gte up early and work out at the club, then i will tan, come home and take a shower then hopefully hang out with rush.. but i forgot my cell at garrett's so hopefully i can get her number so i can call her
i really hate how my cell doesn't say "one new message from phone number blah blah blah"
i am excited to audition! and be in california
i am getting so good at chopin's polonaise.. i wish i wouldnt get so scared about playing piano in front of people, no one really knows how good i am except me
my feet are itching to travel
my step sister shook both of the pope's hands today


I LOVE THE WORLD

do you think perhaps you eat too much sourdough cracked wheat san fransisco brand toast when you start developing sores on the side of your mouth from trying to get the biggest bite possible?

yeah me too

everything is good

i have diabetes

i can't sleep.. again... I think I'm becoming nocturnal... so I thought I'd write a sweet entry...

I love life. I really do. But it confuses the SHIT out of me. i just need to get stuff off my chest.

Besides the fact that I'm constantly sick, and no doctor seems to know what's wrong with me.. life is treating me pretty well. My friends are amazing, my family is great, I'm auditioning for My Fair Lady on Monday, I'm eating M & M peanuts, the auction is this week so I get to see all my studio kids I haven't seen for like a week.. which seems like forever, I'm watching Pretty in Pink,and I just took a shower so now I smell really good,


ahhhhhhhhhh

MY HEAD HURTS.. MY STOMACH HURTS.. who knew a guy could have this effect on you

i guess with the future what ever is meant to be will be

i got my costume today it is so adorable!!

and coconut feet gel all over muh feet

and still i can't sleep.. the setting is perfect, my room is a very nice temperature.. i have my window cracked a little so i can hear the pouring down rain and the wind.. and i just ate a nice chocolate cupcake.. AND I'm wearing a cross necklace and a Jesus in My Homeboy shirt.. you'd think God would help a tired girl out.. oh no the rain stopped.. now I'll have to turn on my artificial thunder on my sound machine

ahhhh

and i ssstill haven't got my halloween costume! i'm so upset i ordered it sunday with overnight shipping.. and it never came..i really pray it comes tomorrow otherwise i'll sigh.. really loud.


i painted my nails and toenails this nice pink today.. even though alicia's against all nails the same color i did it anyways. tomorrow i get to see bear..rush and kerri! that's why i can't sleep duh.. and goose is coming into town and I will see her saturday probably.

tomorrow i have a voice lesson at 1:45.. then hanging out with garrett until his monologue work with mar at 5 then i go home to do whatever.. probably buy goose stuff or find another costume if mine doesn't come (oh how i wish it will come!!!) then i have monologue work with mar from 8-9 and then to alicia and karin's partay with bear and then hanging out with him forever more

all i'm asking for for christmas this year is a telescope.. i'm tired of always asking for like 4 years now and never getting the one thing that's actually a logical intelligent gift.. especially since where my dad lives now the stars are AMAZING.

I found out I got a 2450 on my SATs... I've been out of school for a year and a half and I still got that. I'm sorry but I'm pretty fucking smart hahaha.. I didn't even study


my back hurts.. i have horrible scholiosis we found out from my cat scan.. all these years ever since Miss Diane telling me during Wizard of Oz that I was crooked.. everyone has told me the same, and I just didn't pay attn, until the cat scan I saw my spine and like my lower back's part of the spine is probably an inch and a half more right than the rest of it. woopsies.


i bought the new tracy chapman cd when i was at starbucks a couple weeks ago... um i paid 19.99 for that shit.. its not good at all. boooo

i'm pretty much just writing everything i can think of because it's definitely 3:38 .. 3:39 and I'm still awake and my feet still feel like they're out of control.

ok mes yeux are starting to hurt.. i think that's a sign of undeniable exhaustion that will soon turn into sleep.

i love everyone and life in general

sometimes i need to say it over and over to believe it but it's still amazing

I AM IN LOVE

and it never gets old

i like this

WHY CANT I EAT

I HATE MY BELLY

I HATE NOT BEING ABLE TO EAT

I WANT FOOD

I WANT TO BE ABLE TO EAT 3 BITES OF A FOOD WITHOUT FEELING I JUST ATE A STEAK DINNER

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

SAINT ANTHONY.. IVE LOST MY ABILITY TO EAT PLEASE GIVE IT BACK TO ME BEFORE I LOSE MY GHETTO BOOTY

im so glad i have such amazing friends

i couldnt live without you guys

GOOSE IS STAYING IN STATE

 

MY LIFE IS AMAZINg

 

+AHHH I LOVE GOOSE

beast is over

not gonna miss the show

just everyone who was in it

what an amazing cast

im gonna miss so many things

i dunno what im gonna do when goose leaves

and i saw my costume today

all the costumes are so hot and awesome and mine is especially amazing

could the rumor be trueeeeeeeee

ahhhhhhh

i got the nanny job! I'm gonna make 400 dollars this week.

I'm really quite excited.

I hope this kid isn't as hard as he looks.

when did this happen...

i just ate...

two small soft tacos
probably five hundred famous amos cookies
like 4 handfuls of original goldfish
and like 16 salt and vinegar tim cascades chips

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

must eatttt moreeeee

i had a nanny interview today the child is SO CUTE ahh I like when the kids are cute cuz it just sucks when they're ugly you know like its hard to look at them.. that sucks but he's really cute and he's 18 months and his name is Oliver but you can tell he's gonna be such a handful. but whatever I like jobs that pay well and I only have to work 3 hours a day

OMG STOP EATING KEELY hahah

I saw a pic of my costume last night.. I like how the dressing room hallways are 4 feet wide.. and my costume is 4 feet wide.. how does that work exactly.. i also like how there are instructions on how to get into my costume, along with a harness, and yet I'm still making at least 3 more costume changes on top of that.. opening... gaston and the end where I get to be hot

please people tell me how this works

oh well as long as I get to be in gaston

im bored out of my mind

as you can tell

la la la la

rehearsals are starting to take full speed and I'm ending up loving my part.

my costume is so huge I think I gonna be like a turtle and when I'm not onstage just retire to my shell. Ya know, set up an entertainment system in there.. a little Xbox.. a little sandwich shelf. yeah.. I'm seeing good things in the future for Bouche.

My kidney infections are gone! yay! BUT since my immune system was only focusing on that vital organ it forgot to take care of the rest of me so now my whole body is kaput. Two ear infections... hives all over my body from a reaction to the antibiotic I was on for the kidney infections. Bronchitis.

jesus loves me this i know...

haha

Batman was awesome last night

apparently im 100% more caring than every friend i have except my boyfriend


IF I FOUND OUT THAT JULIE.. ALL THE WAY IN ARIZONA HAD INFECTED KIDNEYS I WOULD CALL HER EVERYDAY...

KIDNEY INFECTIONS CAN LEAD TO KIDNEY FAILURE .. YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOUR KIDNEYS.. THIS ISNT LIKE SOME COLD THIS IS LIKE HI I CANT MOVE FROM THE COUCH WITH A COUPLE PILLOWS UNDER MY BUTT SO THERE ISN'T ANY PRESSURE ON MY KIDNEYS.. SICK LIKE HI I AM HAVING SEVERE SEIZURES OF CHILLS DURING THE NIGHT AND HAD TO GET IN THE SHOWER AT LIKE 4 IN THE MORNING FOR AN HOUR IN A HALF BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT I DID I COULDN'T GET WARM AND THEN HAD TO GET OUT TO THROW UP ALL THE FOOD I DIDNT HAVE IN MY STOMACH CUZ I HAVENT EATEN ANYTHING FOR LIKE 5 DAYS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT TO SCREAMMMMMMMM


I HATE YOU ALL
//EDIT: EXCEPT SAM
AND ESPECIALLY KACY CUZ SHE SANG THE PAINTSHOP SONG
and RUSH//

number of calls ive gotten: 0

except the ones every day from my boyfriend.. maybe just cuz hes the only one that knows truly how sick i am or what.. but seriously i seem to be more and more disappointed every day with everything

ahhh

it just makes me so mad it almost makes me sicker.. in fact it does

i have infected kidneys